Love can seem so evasive. We look for it. We think we find it, but then, just as suddenly as we found it, the feeling is gone. Maybe that's because love is an emotion. It's not visible to our human eyes. We can't taste it. Smell it. Hear it. Love is intangible. In order to experience love at all we have to rely of the actions of other people.
I've been in love before and I've thought I've experienced the complete depth of love. I've cried because love felt so good. But I've also cried because love heart so, so deeply. In those moments of joy and pain, I truly believed that love was both the greatest and worst thing that had ever happened to me.
Before long those feelings went away and I began my search for love again. Always searching. Always hoping. Always looking. And always experiencing this deep seeded fear that love would never come to me again.
It felt, and sometimes still does, like love was over for me. I had lost it and it would never be found again.
But there is one person's love that will never be lost. We can't earn His love. He just loves. That's who He is. God is love. But understanding that--that there's nothing I can do that will gain God's love and there's nothing I can do that will remove His love--is so overwhelming. Unfathomable really.
In 1 Corinthians 13, Paul describes what it will be like to see, to truly feel, God's love for the first time. He writes, "Love never ends...but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away." (1 Corinthians 13: 8-10, NLT)
Obviously, there's no way to know for sure, but I can only imagine what it will be like to experience true love...God's never ending, never failing love. Right now, I only experience love--this feeling--through the filter of my humanity. Deeply flawed, I know that my "vision" of what true love looks like and feels like is wrong. But one day, maybe soon, I will understand fully His powerful love.
And maybe it will feel a little like this...
And maybe it will feel a little like this...
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